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𝘪 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘣𝘦 𝘢 𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘺 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭, 𝘸𝘰𝘯’𝘵 𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘣𝘭𝘶𝘦 <3
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Heey tumblr,
It is been a long time since I have been here. I felt good and don’t had the need to be on this platform. But know that tears are rolling over my cheeks I needed to express it somewhere and here I am. Lately I don’t know I am not feeling very unconfident and I can’t place it. I don’t know why and how but my dificulties are back and I hate it. I hate myself. I hate the little things I do wrong. I can’t enjoy and I don’t want to be here. Pain is just taking over and every moment is a moment I can’t be happy. The only moments I am happy if I am with my bf. But sometimes I don’t give him the attention he deserves and I hate myself about it. I hate how I look. I hate my personslity. I can’t enjoy moments. “Just sometimes” sometimes I enjoy the moments but it has to be a good one. My tears are now rolling over my cheeks and I know I fucked up life.
Thanks life, thanks for all the misery.
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DEVIL // Shinedown
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Understanding Emo Bands
Fall Out Boy: you can’t
Neon Trees: not considered an emo band despite being loved by many emos
Black Veil Brides: Andy Biersack and friends
My Chemical Romance: we don’t talk about this.
Sleeping With Sirens: the lead singer is a male
Pierce The Veil: this lead singer is also a male
Bring Me The Horizon: you only ever hear about them from your one friend who likes them
Imagine Dragons: an emo band that emos don’t listen to
Evanescence: they have that song that everyone knows but people still get the name wrong
In This Moment: Maria Brink
Avenged Sevenfold: they have that song about zombie sex
The Pretty Reckless: Cindy Lou Who
Shinedown: you either know that one song or you know all the songs.
Seether: their name is everywhere but you rarely actually hear their music
KoRn: corn jokes
Nickelback: hated so much that many emos refuse to call them an emo band
Falling In Reverse: they’re the band with that album cover where the tongue looks like a gross pickle
Linkin Park: meme
Marilyn Manson: this is the emo’s Jesus
Green Day: Boulevard Of Broken Dreams
Three Days Grace: taken over by creepypasta
Hollywood Undead: also taken over by creepypasta
Bullet For My Valentine: you like them but don’t know the names of any of their songs
The Killers: that blue coloured album with the buildings and the sky has Mr Brightside on it
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When nobody cares more about you, you need to rethink life.
